the golden age

I've heard that 4 months of age is the "golden age" for a baby. This is the age when they smile and laugh a lot, are more social and responsive, and still can't move around too much. Caleb has been a true joy. His smile brightens up my mood, no matter how I'm feeling. Although he doesn't really have stranger anxiety just yet, he is a bit more reserved around others. I wish he would share the joy with more people...I guess David and I are very blessed though. :)

(note: for you FBers, you probably have already seen these photos.)

happy 백일 (100 day)!

Caleb turned 100 days last week, and we spent this special time in Houston with my in-laws. I think in Korean culture, it's a big deal for a baby to turn 100 days because back in the day, it was truly a blessing for a baby to survive that long. I'm definitely grateful to be past the "hardest part" (so people say). It's ironic though because I feel like it's just getting harder. I don't necessarily feel like I'm getting better as a parent, but I feel like it's getting more difficult. Maybe it's like the paradox of knowledge--the more you know, the more you realize that there's way more that you don't know. I guess that's why I need God's grace. 

Anyway, we had lots of good food and great times with my in-laws.